MERDEKA??!

1 word to describe this year's independance day..
i will say BORING
seriously, this year's merdeka was really borin..
all i did on thisparticular day that means so much to the country was just lazing around and watching tv at home..
i don't see anything to shout about..
so what if this country has achieved independance 50 years ago..
i don't really see any difference.. nothing much has changed..
the country is still in the same state as it used to be..

so the day before merdeka which was on thurs i went to school for merdeka celebration..
i seriously dunnno why i go, when i should be doing something more productive..
anyway, i went to school and i realize all my friends weren't there..
and so i called them to ask if they're comin and they say they're gonna lepak in vin soon's house..
then they ask me if i wanna come along and i said ok, i mean why not..
and Chun even offered to pick me up from school at 10..
so Tee and me ponteng and went to melaka for breakfast..
later, Chun picked us up from AIA.. and we went ot Giant to get some stuff and later to vin soon's house..
After that i went to tuiton..
at at night when the everyone's waiting for the historic moment to come.. 5,4,3,2,1, merdeka
i was seated in front of the tv all alone at home watching movie.. And when i hear fireworks only i realize it's merdeka..

a few weeks ago, there's this chinese guy that came out with his own version of negaraku..
and he was singing about sensitive stuff in this country..
and he was facing charges for insulting Malaysia..
but you've gotta admit what he said was true..
seriously..
and this guy really got talent..

so i was browsing through some of my files and i saw this..

the wall..

sigh...

holidays really suck..

seriously..

damn it.. wasted i whole week being grounded at home doing nothin...

everyday it's da same..

same old borin routine..

u wake up early in the mornin..

have your breakfast..

den u go back to ur room...

u stare at the wall till ur hungry..

after lunch u continue to stare at the wall..

stare... stare.. stare till dinner..

after that u continue..

so this how i spent my holiday..

starrin at the wall...

family..

damn... i won't forget those crazy, good ol times we had in langkawi..

especially, when we bath together in a cramped toilet..

-when we were suppose to be resting but we wasted one afternoon.. (thanks to christy's top desk)

-when we will not start eating till everyone has sit down..

-when we all of us will cheer damn loud to gertak other teams..

-when we'll do da same circle almost every hour..

-when we'll keep complainin how everyone curang..

-room 415 the most happenin room in langkawi.. lol.. but unfortunately it's closed down due to sudden snowflakes (ravin you are also part of it) lol..

anyway it still amazes me how all of us can fit into one room..

-when we will all play football near the tokong.. (the way marvin kicks the ball make me laugh)

-when we will buat kecoh out of boredom..

-when we will keep kutuk someone.. lol.. u know who la..

-when we will make the loudest noise durin dinner..

-when we will talk bout things teacher don't know and later laughed about it..

i guess i'll never forget all these for the rest of my life..

hopefully, all of us will remain as a family for years to come..

don't look back in anger..

shit..
i've been listenin to oasis-don't look back in anger for 23 hours..
seriously..
i can't think of anything else except the song..
shit..


Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you've never been
But all the things that you've seen
They slowly fade away
So I'll start a revolution from my bed '
Cuz you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

And so, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a rock and roll band
Who'll throw it all away

I'm gonna start a revolution from my bed '
Cuz you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, 'cuz summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face '
Cuz you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

And so, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say
At least not today.

HOLIDAY??

whoo..
finally finished my moral project..
i guess i'm one the last to hand it in..
anyway, who gives a shit if u fail ur moral paper a not..
in my opinion, moral shouldn't be a subject..
how can you tell if someone is bermoral??
through their moral result??
through their moral project??
through those fake pictures that's pasted in da project??
damn it man..

anyway.. holiday is here again..
everytime before the holidays starts, i'll always make a plan on how to spend my free time..
but in the end, i'll just go with the flow..
for example, i tell myself i'll study at least 2 hours a day durin the holidays..
but at the end , the books are left untouched.. and i spent my whole holidays doing shit..
so i guess it's rather pointless to plan my holiday..
instead let's enjoy now and worry 2molo..
lol..

experiment

i was finding for some old stuff and suddenly i found this..
i remembered that it was a gift from one of my old friends back in primary school..
after checking it out for a while.. i realized it's megatron- the badass..
i guess this transformers is from the 'beast or animal' version..
it's pretty cool though.. i even spent 1 hour to play with it.. lol..

see it transform..

A few weeks sgo, out of my own stupidity.. i did a chemistry experiment myself..

AIM : to burn your own thumb..

Apparatus and Materials : a plastic bottle, a lil ethanol , a matchstick and a thumb..

Procedure :

1) The apparatus is set up as shown in figure 1.0

2) The bottle is then filled with ethanol

3) A matchstick is lit

4) Place the matchstick on top of the bottle

5) Place it as near as the mouth of the bottle especially your thumb...

6) Wait for 1 second

Observation :

1) a blue flame is seen

2) thumb is burnt
Conclusion : it fuckin hurts..

figure 1.0

Yellow

Damn.. This song is stuck on my head..
How i wish i could turn back time..
and sing this song with christy like we did in langkawi..
u should hear christy sing da 'yellow' part..
lol..


Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow
So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know
I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow
I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry
Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you look
how they shine for you look
how they shine for you look
how they shine for you look
how they shine
look at the stars
look how they shine for you

Nationals

here are the pics that were taken..
it been a week since we went to langawi..
still have lots of photos though..
but i'll only upload it if i have my lighter back...

i've learn a valuable lesson in this competition..

it's that losers won't be remember no matter what..

and champions will only be remembered and they will oso get the chicks..

losers get shits..