Sakit Sial

argh.. shit..
last day of 2007 really suck..
i guess everyone was busy plannin where to go for countdown..
and i was just lying on my bed.. with immense pain in my stomach..
it's like being stabbed..
guess what..
i was down with food poisoning at the last day of 2007..
it was damn pain..
i had to go to the toilet like once every 5mins..
and i would either vomit or shit..
there were even times when i vomited and shitted at the same time..
i could only drink plain water, 100 plus, and some oral hydration drink..
the only thing i ate yesterday was 3 slice of plain bread..
that was the only solid food i ate..
i guess right now i'm feelin much better..
but still i have to go to the toilet like every 15 minutes..
i don't know when i'll heal completely..
and yea, i slept through the countdown..
sad huh..
=(

so high...

let's all just get wasted and high......

if everyone just take a break.. and get wasted..

2007 has been a really crazy year..
i mean.. time really flies man..
i was form 4 back then still enjoying my 'honeymoon' year..
and the next thing i know.. i've finished my secondary school life..
it's kinda sad to leave st john..
i mean it's the best school...
screw them haters ..
yea.. i've spent 5 years there..
met different kind of ppl..
doing lots of crazy shit.. =P
and right now whenever i open my closet..
and look at my school uniform..
lots of memories will appear in my mind..
all the good and bad times i had when i was wearing the uniform..
=(

i guess 2007 have been a better year..
in the year 2006, i rarely go to Narrow street..
i didn't really had friends there..so macam malas la nak pegi..
i mean i do go to church on sun la.. but i don't really go to narrowstreet..
i used to thought it was boring..
but i was damn wrong..
i mean how can narrowstreet be boring??!
now i realize i've been missing so many things..

so on the whole, i think 2007 is one of the best years in my life..
i mean of course la, there's certain point in my life that's not happy..
but i'm proud to say.. i'm not emo..

but the saddest past of 2007 was when
-new zealand lost in the quarterfinal to france..
-have to leave st john..
-losing in drama nationals..

and yea i guess that's all..
hopefully 2008 will be a better year then 2007..
lol..

tekan back..

whoo.. aku pass undang sial.. =D
i mean it's like an achievement for me la.. considering the fact that i didn't really study..
i only open the book a couple of hours before the test..

undang test=bodoh

ish..
undang test is 2molo and i don't know a single shit about it..
ah.. screw it la.. it's just another stupid test..

I won't go home

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you..


yea.. it's been a while since i last wrote here...
i haven't been at home for about a week now...
super tiring man...
this what i've been doing the whole week...

17/12
went to prom..
wasn't what i expected..
and yea.. actually didn't wanna go..
but izzat gave me an offer that's hard to turn down..
so yea.. went to prom..
was in the same table as tee, afif, ashmeir, hafiz, and few others la..
i thought the prom was a lil disappointing..
no offense.. =)
the only part i enjoyed the most was the last one..
where there's a dancefloor..
so kecoh there a bit la..
lol..
and went back at midnight coz got camp the next day...

18/12
woke up damn early..
went to church..
and yea.. i was one of the group leader in this camp..
tension sial..
this are those in my group..
-nicole
-derik
-leon
-ken vin
-ryota
-ira
-soong ying(dunno if it's the correct spellin.. lol)
-mei san
-amanda
-teh i leng
-tze ing
-wesly murang

thank god man..my group member takde masalah..
oni derik la.. just a lil susah la..
but apa mau buat..lol..
so went to port dickson for the camp..
i think it's glory beach..
the place we're living is superb man..
although it's no hotel la.. just an apartment..
but i think it's damn good dy..
considerin all of us oni pay rm 150..
so i was in the same room with tata.. and yea..
tata's came from myanmar ilegally..
lol.. just kiddin..
so went to our 1st group activity..
and i could see all my members giving their best shot..
salute la.. =)
and we won the first challenge.. whoo!!

19/12
second day of camp..
went to session n all..
then went to group activity..
it was somethin lik treasure hunt..
but some say it's scavenger hunt..
apa apa jer la..
i think we did good la..
a few of us didn't sleep that night..
at around 5.am all of us were already damn tired..
then just to keep us awake we ask each other stupid question..
lik: who's ur favourite smimmer..
who's ur favourite rugby player..
other random stuff you would never ask..
so i finally gave up and when to bed..
i had only like 1 hour to sleep..
shou lagi kesian..
he only slept for 15mins..

20/12
super mengantuk man..
damn tired..
dahla tak tido..
during session i could see a lot of ppl shuttin theirs eyes and trying to sleep..
despite the tiredness, we still play beach soccer and rugby..
layan siot.. =D
the session at night was super emo man..
gila la..
pastor victor showed us the a short clip of passion of the christ..
somemore the music playin at the clip super sad..
ish.. at first i told myself if anything happen oso don't cry la..
i tahan.. and tahan..
eyes got a lil tears dy..
but still tahan..
then when pastor victor ask all of us to tear and throw the book where we wrote our personal stuff..
i takle tahan sial..
aku menangis..
gila la..
super sad man..
then one by one everyone stated crying..
the atmosphere was damn sad man..
however there was a point i almost wanted to laugh..
i dunno who was it but there was this guy that cried and laugh at the same time...
potong steam la..
and yea.. really want to thank shou, keith, ryota and others for praying and comforting me..
so after that, chill a bit and relax dy we all lepak like the night before..
this time gila la..
damn lot of ppl lepak outside ryota's room..
damn happening man..
and it was like 2am..
everyone don't wanna sleep coz it's the last night..
so everyone pun gila la..
then slowly everyone slowly went back to sleep..
but there was still a bunch of us lepak until the next morning..
i couldn't remember clearly what happen after we all chill at the beach..
i guess i fell asleep.. and shou was sleepin next 2 me..
den around 6 we went back to our room to tido..

21/12
i woke up at 9..
shit la.. missed devotion..
takpe la.. rilex jer..
lol.. after a session and lunch we pack our stuff and head back to kl..
so yea.. this was basically what happen at the camp...

but i guess this was the best camp i ever been to..
seriously..
it was awesome although it was tiring la..
and yea, i learn a few thing from this camp..
besides that, i guess i'm closer to everyone..
even those i don't know.. and those i thought i would never talk to more then a sentence..
if i the camp could be extended for 1 more month, i'll skip college n go to the camp..

Let it Die

In too deep and lost in time
Why'd you have to go and let it die?
Beautiful veins and bloodshot eyes
Why'd you have to go and let it die?

Hearts gone cold and hands were tied.
Why'd you have to go and let it die?
Why'd you have to go and let it die?

Do you ever think of me?
You're so considerate.
Did you ever think of me?
Oh, so considerate.

In too deep and lost in time
Why'd you have to go and let it die?
Beautiful veins and bloodshot eyes
Why'd you have to go and let it die?


whoa.. damn tired man...
went back home late last night..
just when i was about to sleep.. ashmeir text me..
'eh jon.. datang rugby training esok..ada coachin clinic..tomorrow 8.3o.. school field.."
i was like shit.. damn it man..
so i text him saying i would go for training the next day..
and he replied and say 'k wei.. datang awal skit.."
the following day, i reach school around 8.40..
then i saw coach's van..
i was like shit.. nanti kena marah sial..
but thank god man.. coach wasn't there.. he had to meet up with some coach from 'penguin' team..then i saw everyone haven't changed clothes yet..
so ok la.. and guess what.. ashmeir wasn't there..
around 10 min later only that ass came..
babi tul..

the training was good.. i mean we have penguins coach giving us training..
after that we went to toilet to take our showers..
so there was this form 4 damn kurang ajar..
so all of us decided to strip him..
it was a nightmare for that boy man..
all of us were grabbing his boxers...
finally izzat manage to tear his boxers down..
it wasn't strippin.. it was tearing..
i guess that boxers wouldn't give that kid any use anymore..

BLACK NATION ARMY

it was black nation army nite last week..
lol.. if u know what a black nation army..
so the night before tee called and said adian was asking us out..
probably mid valley...
i was like 'shit'..
adian lives in ampang..
i live in ampang..
so why the hell are we going so far..
then adian said the others say mid valley is nearer..
so just go only la..
then i asked adian.. who else is going besides tee, you and me..
and adian say a few other indians..
then ok la.. selamba oni la..
then it turn out that it wasn't just a few indians..
it was an army of indians..
no offense.. i'm not trying to be racist here..
and tee couldn't come that early..
i was like shit..
i'm the only chinese guy here.. somebody starts a racist remark i'm screwed..
i mean i'm surrounded by them.. lol..
so we went to brew ball..
i seriously suck in pool.. i mean it..
well, i'm being honest.. i seriously suck in it..
the finally tee came.. it was close to midnight when he arrive..
whoa.. what a relieve for a chinese guy to see another chinse guy..
lol.. =)
then we decided to crash out at adian's hse..
and at the end of the night there was only six of us..
adian,tee,lourdes,justin,lil G and me..
and we decide to take a cab..

so we found a cab.. and the driver was a chinese guy.. then he said it's gonna be rm30 from mid valley to ampang.. so we say ok.. nevermind.. but here comes the problem..
there's a six of us.. how can we possibly sit in a taxi.. but we didn't want to have separate taxis..
the chinese driver said no at first.. after much begging and stuff he finally let all of us in..
shit man.. imagine six passenger and a driver in a taxi..

lol.. you could see from the driver's face that he pretty much regret to let us all in..
he kept saying this is crazy, and that it was his first time having so many passengers..
every bump we hit, we laugh...
so finally we reached the mamak near adian's hse..
and we pay that taxi guy 30 bucks..
lol.. never in my life i sat in a taxi like that..
i bet he's gonna fix his suspension..

so after eating in the mamak.. we went to this haunted hse..
shit man.. it was damn scary.. nobody except lourdes dare to go in..
and adian was telling us that the hse had spirits and all in it..
so all of us decided to go in.. i tell you.. we were fuckin scared.. no joke..
come to think about it, we were like lil kids.. afraid of shit..
so after a while we finally decide to go in together..
we were grabbing each other's ass on the way in..
then tee took some pics of the hse..
and guess what, we smelled the scent of jasmine flower...
whoa.. that really scared the shit out of us..
then finally we went back to adian hse..
and we took turns playing his x-box 360..
awesome man..
then tee played fifa with adian..
and tee told of us he never played before..
guess what.. tee won 3-1..
all of us was like shit.. damn u tee.. fuckin shittin us or what..
but i beat every indian ass including tee in dead or alive..
lol..=)







the taxi driver...

heartbreak kid..

just watched heartbreak kid yesterday...
and it wasn't like any other ben stiller movies...
it was the best movie ben stiller ever acted in..
in fact i was never a ben stiller fan..
all the movies he acted in were kinda retarded..
no offense...
and i even thought adam sandler was a better comedian then him...
but after watching heartbreak kid.. i guess both of them are the same..
heartbreak kid is damn hilarious.. no joke man..
it wasn't retarded either..
and the movie kinda make me think...
i was like lying on my bed last night.. and i was saying to myself what if that really happen to me..
what if i'm in a honeymoon with my wife and then suddenly i realize she isn't the right one.. the all of a sudden the perfect girl appears in my life..
shit huh??!
well i'm just hoping it doesn't ever happen to me..
at least let it happen to me before my wedding...
wishful thinking huh..
sigh.. =(

Screw Emo

i wonder what's all the hype about when mcr was in m'sia..
seriously..
what's so great about them..
it still confuses me..
all their songs pretty suck except for a few..
they were way much better before they became mainstream...
this is what happens when band changes to mainstream..
they suck..
well it happen to mcr..
now i just hope taking back sunday will never become mainstream..
but as much as i don't want it to happen.. they pretty soon will go to the path of sucky music...
lol..
no offense to all you mcr fans...

anyway, i'm still confuse if mcr is an emo band or not..
i heard ppl arguing over this point...
some say they are, some say they aren't..
but from the looks.. they are..
so this means if you are a fan of them you are probably an emo-ass..
and i hate emo-ass..
i mean there are more in life then just being sad..
i mean shit happens..
so when shit happens you just clean it up..
i just hate it when ppl are perasaan..
seriously... they just keep having the hope that the one they like will someday like them too..
they just keep tryin and tryin.. eventually it becomes annoyin.. and later on it becomes a harassment..
i'm not saying it's not good to try..
but please.. don't keep tryin to hard..
sometimes in life you just have to let go..
coz if you don't the next moment you know.. u become emo after failing over and over again..
and u start listenin to mcr.. and you began to view things differently..
and you don't talk to your frens anymore...
all of the sudden you don't laugh at jokes..
you just keep you mouth like you are a statue..
and when you are alone in your room you blast 'i don't love you'..
so you see now.. too much of perasaan will lead to EMO..

i'm not sayin it's a crime to be emo..
don't get me wrong... i just hate it when everyone is laughin.. there's this dick over there that's pulling a long face..
i understand that people have emotions.. but seriously when someone ask you what's the problem or when someone is trying to help you fix it.. don't just ignore that guy.. i bet you will feel the same way as i do when you actually care for your fren but he doesn't want your concern and time..
i get it.. u have all the rights not to share your problem..
but please.. do not show the whole world that you are emo..
seriously.. keep it to yourself..

if you are feeling down,i suggest that you listen to slipknot...
u might find them stupid..
but guess what.. i'm not as emo as some ass out there...

wow... se7en was awesome..
it was a damn good movie..
seriously...
superb man..
i watched it a long time ago..
i was young so i didn't really know what the story was about...
i just thought it was some thriller with this sick bastard walkin around town killing people..
and i was scared like shit back den..
after re-watchin it again..
i realize it wasn't just like any ordinary thriller..
the storyline is mind blowing..
i'm serious..
compared to hitman, it's 100 thousand times better then it...
no offense but the truth will always remain the truth..
go watch the movie yourself and you'll know what i'm talkin about..
no joke man..
the ending was totally unpredictable..
it is something you will never expect in any other movie..
i guess i'm gonna watch it again.. lol..
=)

The Xploited

Dear child, they're asking us to move
I watched her taking off her shoes
Let the shore tide take you in, let the shore tide in
I'm weary, I'm not quite rested yet
This could be obvious to you
Let the shore tide take you in, let the shore tide in
In this short time we've been setting up

I've been trying to reach you, but my extension cord
wouldn't reach that far
Now you've lost your chance
I've been patiently waiting
The indicator light is flashing on
Now you've lost your chance

Dear sleeper you could've had the better bed
I loved to watch the way you grew
We're out, we're out the door
We're out, we're out the door
In this short time we've been setting up

I've been trying to reach you but your extension cord
doesn't reach that far
Doesn't reach that far

I've been patiently waiting
the indicator light is flashing on
It's Flashing on
Flashing on

In this coma, sleepless dancing
We've been trying now

I've been trying to reach you but
your extension cord wouldn't reach that far
Doesn't reach that far
Reach that far
I've been desperately waiting
the indicator light is flashing off
its flashing off
flashing off

I've been trying to reach you but your extension cord
wouldn't reach that far
wouldn't Reach that far
Reach that far

Money Wastin..

i've just watched hitman and unrest..
and both of it sucks..
seriously..
no offense.. i noe all of u out there like hitman...
but it wasn't up to my expectation..
the whole movie was just a bald ass walkin around killin ppl and fallin in love with a girl..
the storyline sucks.. i would rather watch orang minyak...
seriously..
actually i didn't wanted to watch unrest..
but there wasn't anymore movie..
so i watched unrest..
the whole movie was stupid...
it wasn't scary.. it was just plain stupid..
but thank god there was a joker sittin beside me and he was crappin..
so it wasn't that borin...
and yea the actress in the movie look a lot like britney spears..
i rather watch 'godfather' over and over again...
=)

TAG- touch and go..

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
see i'm gonna tell you like who told me cash rules everything around me, singin dollar dollar bill...
1) money
2) money
3) money
4) money
5) money

PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS : Kevin
YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER
1) Dick
2) Asshole
3) Jackass
4) Arrogant Ass
5) lol.. all the above are not true... was just kiddin.. he's actually a very nice guy if u really know him...

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
teachin me add maths...

HE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU:
"wei jon.. how many more days to spm.. why your attitude is still like that.. u tell me la.. how la"

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:
u know what this question is stupid...does kevin look like guy that would be a guy's lover? maybe.. but not for me...

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE:
He sleep with my wife on the eve of my wedding...

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:

1) Justin Low
2) Ravin
3) Firdaus
4) Qi Kit
5) Shou
6) Ryota
7) Yeamla
8) Chin Choa pop'fuck'
9) Ew Jun
10) Anyone...

WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
I guess it's some korean chick..

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
I dunno, but probably some aus chick..

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
I'm not sure... but probably it will be a good thing..

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
Probably.. Shou is damn frenly..

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
St John..

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
A couple of minutes ago.. that guy is damn hilarious man..

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
I'm not sure..

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
I dunno...

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?
Hell no...

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
lol... nope...

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
yea...

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3?
Drama competition...

AND NO.4?
I'm not sure.. we somehow just know each other... susah mau cakap la..

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
somewhere near leisure mall.. been there a couple of time...

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
erm... i guess it was a school trip..


IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
hahaha... is this question for real?? lol.. no...