I won't go home

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you..


yea.. it's been a while since i last wrote here...
i haven't been at home for about a week now...
super tiring man...
this what i've been doing the whole week...

17/12
went to prom..
wasn't what i expected..
and yea.. actually didn't wanna go..
but izzat gave me an offer that's hard to turn down..
so yea.. went to prom..
was in the same table as tee, afif, ashmeir, hafiz, and few others la..
i thought the prom was a lil disappointing..
no offense.. =)
the only part i enjoyed the most was the last one..
where there's a dancefloor..
so kecoh there a bit la..
lol..
and went back at midnight coz got camp the next day...

18/12
woke up damn early..
went to church..
and yea.. i was one of the group leader in this camp..
tension sial..
this are those in my group..
-nicole
-derik
-leon
-ken vin
-ryota
-ira
-soong ying(dunno if it's the correct spellin.. lol)
-mei san
-amanda
-teh i leng
-tze ing
-wesly murang

thank god man..my group member takde masalah..
oni derik la.. just a lil susah la..
but apa mau buat..lol..
so went to port dickson for the camp..
i think it's glory beach..
the place we're living is superb man..
although it's no hotel la.. just an apartment..
but i think it's damn good dy..
considerin all of us oni pay rm 150..
so i was in the same room with tata.. and yea..
tata's came from myanmar ilegally..
lol.. just kiddin..
so went to our 1st group activity..
and i could see all my members giving their best shot..
salute la.. =)
and we won the first challenge.. whoo!!

19/12
second day of camp..
went to session n all..
then went to group activity..
it was somethin lik treasure hunt..
but some say it's scavenger hunt..
apa apa jer la..
i think we did good la..
a few of us didn't sleep that night..
at around 5.am all of us were already damn tired..
then just to keep us awake we ask each other stupid question..
lik: who's ur favourite smimmer..
who's ur favourite rugby player..
other random stuff you would never ask..
so i finally gave up and when to bed..
i had only like 1 hour to sleep..
shou lagi kesian..
he only slept for 15mins..

20/12
super mengantuk man..
damn tired..
dahla tak tido..
during session i could see a lot of ppl shuttin theirs eyes and trying to sleep..
despite the tiredness, we still play beach soccer and rugby..
layan siot.. =D
the session at night was super emo man..
gila la..
pastor victor showed us the a short clip of passion of the christ..
somemore the music playin at the clip super sad..
ish.. at first i told myself if anything happen oso don't cry la..
i tahan.. and tahan..
eyes got a lil tears dy..
but still tahan..
then when pastor victor ask all of us to tear and throw the book where we wrote our personal stuff..
i takle tahan sial..
aku menangis..
gila la..
super sad man..
then one by one everyone stated crying..
the atmosphere was damn sad man..
however there was a point i almost wanted to laugh..
i dunno who was it but there was this guy that cried and laugh at the same time...
potong steam la..
and yea.. really want to thank shou, keith, ryota and others for praying and comforting me..
so after that, chill a bit and relax dy we all lepak like the night before..
this time gila la..
damn lot of ppl lepak outside ryota's room..
damn happening man..
and it was like 2am..
everyone don't wanna sleep coz it's the last night..
so everyone pun gila la..
then slowly everyone slowly went back to sleep..
but there was still a bunch of us lepak until the next morning..
i couldn't remember clearly what happen after we all chill at the beach..
i guess i fell asleep.. and shou was sleepin next 2 me..
den around 6 we went back to our room to tido..

21/12
i woke up at 9..
shit la.. missed devotion..
takpe la.. rilex jer..
lol.. after a session and lunch we pack our stuff and head back to kl..
so yea.. this was basically what happen at the camp...

but i guess this was the best camp i ever been to..
seriously..
it was awesome although it was tiring la..
and yea, i learn a few thing from this camp..
besides that, i guess i'm closer to everyone..
even those i don't know.. and those i thought i would never talk to more then a sentence..
if i the camp could be extended for 1 more month, i'll skip college n go to the camp..